Myself

What reason do I have to be sad or angry? I have you to dream about, and that is more valuable to me than the touch of another man. I don't ask anything of you but what you cannot refuse. I don't ask for your time or your intimacy or your love. I can live without the sight of your beautiful smile. I can live without feeling your body against mine. But, I cannot live without offering you my best, Magnus. I know you probably think Vanessa coached me, and told me what to say to you, but she didn't. I am saying only what is true to my heart. I feel it in my soul and through my body too. I asked Vanessa how to win your affection, and she told me to be myself, and that is what I am doing. I can only offer you myself, and I only give it to you as it is. Be cruel to me. Be selfish or arrogant or corrupt. Lie to me and make me believe you're not the man I love so uncontrollably. Save me this fate, and allow me to live without this fire inside that only burns brighter with your every word. Or, join me in this love to whatever capacity you require, even if only a kiss. I will be nothing but lips if that is all you require of me. But, the more you demand of me, the greater I become. Demand more of me, Magnus. Show me the woman I can be, and I will prove that I could not disappoint you.