Meeting Magnus

Finally :)

I met with Magnus!

We met in a coffee house. He told me there was to be no misunderstanding. He said that I must be ready for anything. I told him I was. I was dressed appropriately, I think, a white sweater and skirt. My favorite boots. White stockings. No undies. :)

It was delightful. He is a gentleman, and we talked about all sorts of things. Music, art, philosophy. It was like getting to know him all over again from a different perspective. I know that sometimes it feels weird to talk to someone who you have only really got to know through email, but with him it felt normal. He knew his 'public' self was totally different than the person I knew. We both knew that. Yet, there was something surreal and exciting about understanding the person beneath the facade. Something very naughty and sexy. I had read all about his desires and wants. I knew exactly how he wanted to make love to me. He knew how badly I wanted his manhood in my mouth. Because of this I was nervous at first when I sat down, but was comfortable as soon as he smiled. I felt very vulnerable but very safe right away. It was lovely.

I wish I could tell you how his hand felt against my bare flesh or how tender his lips felt against mine. During our conversation I thought about sex, his stories, his desires. They were all there stirring just beneath the surface and I wondered if he would act on them. I wanted him to. I wanted him to so bad. I wondered if he could tell. I didn't want him to think too little of me, like I was a slut, so I was proper and sensible the whole time (almost). He knows he can have me whenever he wants me, though. (But I wanted him to want me right then lol.) Anyway, I'm not very good at writing about exactly what happened, and I don't think he would want me to anyway, but I am in love with him now more than ever and I am not afraid to say it. My sister Sara and I met afterward. She hears about the things Magnus and I talk about. And she tells me everything too, because Magnus doesn't mind if we share things between us. These are things that I can't say on a blog like this one, even though I want to. Anyway, that's enough for now. I'm happy and I feel free, and I know I will see Magnus soon again. I can't wait :)