Waiting

Have you ever wanted something so bad you just couldn't stand it? That's me. It isn't anything out there or delusional. What I want is nothing new or strange. In fact, it's so easy and so common and abundant. Regular people all over do it every day, like a routine, and it is perfectly natural in every way. In fact, it has been a way of life for every one of our relatives since the beginning of time. All this, and it is the one thing I want most of all. I think about it as I lie in bed at night. I dream about it. Then, I wake up, and you are still there. I can feel your heat over me as you gives me what I require. How is it that the one man I offer myself to completely is also the same man who will not indulge in what I am offering. When I see you I want to take off all my clothes. I want to descend to my knees and feel your hands grasp my hair, guiding yourself between my open, wanting lips. Those were my thoughts today. Magnus, I know you are reading this. When we exchanged those words I know I must have sounded silly and seemed fidgety, but, truth be told, I was thinking about stripping naked right there among everyone in front of you. By what I was wearing, I have already told you this, but I want you to know that it is also what I was thinking. I was also thinking about writing to tell you. As we spoke, I thought about what I was going to write to you, what I am writing now. I have thought about it all day. So, I thought it would be appropriate to wear nothing now as I write. I hope that pleases you. If you haven't checked your email in the last few minutes you can see what I mean ;)